Shocking, frank, funny and compelling - Osher Gunsberg opens up about living with a mental illness.

For Australians of a certain age, it's hard to remember a time when Osher Gunsberg wasn't on TV - he was always there, beaming a big smile, with a questionable haircut. He was there hanging out with the Offspring backstage at the Warped Tour on Channel V; announcing to a national audience of three million people that Guy Sebastian was our first Australian Idol; and later winning a whole new massive audience by hosting every season of The Bachelor and The Bachelorette.

But while everything looks great from the outside, the real picture has not always been quite so rosy. Osher has always known he has a different brain to most other people. Struggling with anxiety, panic attacks and weight issues since he was young, he tried for years to drink away the anxiety and depression. On antidepressants since 2007, he ended up unemployed, divorced, suicidal and certifiable on the other side of the world - yet somehow he managed to put the broken pieces back together and make a life for himself again. He lives with a mental illness - and he's come to terms with it to live an authentic, rich and fulfilling life.

A revealing, raw, funny and heartfelt memoir from one of Australia's most well-known and well-liked celebrities.